never walk alone.

Its coming to the end of March now and let's just say that, some things are not meant to be repaired.

If an old monitor is spoilt and it takes a hundred bucks to repair, many people would agree that it is better to throw the monitor away and get a new one, rather than going through the hassle and trouble of paying a hundred bucks for it to be repaired only for it to be damaged again in future. But, whether you want to keep the old monitor who has served you well all these years, or dump it into the bin and never want to see that montior again, it is all up to you.

The same applies for life. Just that unlike monitors, humans make mistakes. And once again, I re-iterate that I made alot of mistakes in my life. Some of which I regret making, some of which are good mistakes to make as those mistaked are lessons learnt for me. I used to be the guy who cares alot for others' feelings and feeling sensitive to theirs. Especially towards my friends. I used to think that it was a strong point. But boy was I wrong. This strong point is in turn, a weakest link for me. And I realised I should only spare a thought for feelings to those who are dearest to me. My family, my girlfriend and my other few close friends that I am left who have always given me the support no matter the circumstances. :)

Assumptions and incorrect facts always plays a part for any misunderstandings and that's why people ask. If we don't feel obliged to answer, then the assumptions will continue. We can't blame these people for assuming if we don't answer their questions or queries. Unless these people are just assuming and shooting their mouth (or rather, fingers) off WITHOUT asking any questions. And there is a GREAT difference between interrogating and asking. :) I may hurt certain people along the way out of frustration and anger. I am not pleading my case but there are certain things which these people that I hurt don't know or don't have a clue as well. I just have got to learn to take it easy, take it in my stride and let myself be the fury of others while preventing myself from using social media as a tool to talk bad about others to make myself look good. Because frankly, I have had enough.

And 20th March 2011 was another new journey in life for me. The day Siti Khadijah said yes and officially became my partner and opening up another chapter in our lives. :)

Thank you, love. :)

Hidanilson Out. . .