never walk alone.

Sometimes, we used alot of this phrase, "If only".
As for me, there are alot of "If only" phrases in my head too.

You know, like......
If only I had studied hard, I would have earned big bucks now and need not set-up a financial book for myself.
If only I had taken my licence back in the poly days so that I could help out those close with me in terms of driving.
If only I knew how to groom myself.
If only my hair is not dry and thick, but rather smooth, silky and straight.
If only my parents are still together, I wonder how the family would be like now.
If only I was brave and bold enough to do certain things.
If only I wasn't a fat kid back then, I would have more lovers than haters.
If only I had not spent my savings when I was working after my 'O' levels, I would have saved enough to marry. Haha ok kidding. Long way to go for that to happen.
If only Adam Lambert is not gay. (Ok sidetrack already, Lol.)

I think practically everybody has this in their head each and every time. But sometimes it is not within our control. And for those within our control, we tend to choose the wrong path or make the wrong decisions. Well, I certainly do make some of those wrong paths/decisions myself but the best I can possibly do is learn from all of those and be adamant that I have to think carefully before I make a decision. Hastiness won't lead me to anywhere.

I am turning 24 this year. Not getting any younger. Evident from the 1 strand of white hair(yes! white hair! wth!) that I found out while looking at the mirror in the toilet just now. Haha! If the good news of getting an increment are true, I definitely won't hesitate to enrol for class 3 licence. Been procrastinating on that for some time! Time to learn to drive!

And speaking of 24, Ungu's concert is coming on the 24th of April! My first major concert! In attendance of course. Lol.

26 days to go!

Hidanilson Out. . . .