never walk alone.

After work yesterday, I paid a visit to a certain person who just underwent a wisdom tooth surgery. And seriously, it ain't a laughing matter. Firstly, after watching a video on her blog, its really scary. And the mini-saw she talked about, may just managed to shit me out of my pants. Haha. When I looked at her bloated cheek, sigh.......

Anyway, those who are close to me and know me really well, should know that I'm a shy and nervous person when meeting people and getting used to a new environment for the first time. Its like I'm quiet and don't do anything clumsy or spit out some crappy words(which I normally do). And I need some other people to start it off and break the ice. Then I'll start to blend in and crap along, ermm I mean, get along, with the rest. It applies the same to a new working environment. What more when I'm new to everything, and worst, to a full-time job.

Its like I need some guidance to start off well, but I don't really seem to get it here. Its like everybody's doing their own thing and then passed emails which only raised question marks on my head. But then I'm still new so I don't wanna ask too many questions. My other colleague will think I'm stealing someone's thunder and trying my best to impress, which by the way, is not one of my forte. I also don't wanna leave a bad impression on them cos if I ask alot, they might think that I'm dumb and they can step on my head easily.

Am I thinking too much? Cos I am so willing and eager to learn. I wanna push on and put this job as a headstart in my career. I think I should need more time to speak up. Words just couldn't come out from my big gab. I think even my lips has shrunk. Haha. Oh wells, lets take it slowly then.

Weekends couldn't come any later.

Hidanilson Out. . .