never walk alone.

Thanks for the Swensen's treat.
Thanks for the time today.
U looked good in that purple skirt.
I think u look nicest in purple in fact.
Hehe.
I love you, wak.

Anyway, I have this special eye condition called lazy eye.
It purely means one of the eye is perfect, well the other is, well, blind.
Not totally blind of course.
Just that the degree is high.
Very high in fact.
And its an irritating fact.
Because I'm depending on my left eye to see each time there isn't any specs involved.
And this way, its putting too much pressure in my left eye and in turn, makes my right eye's degree go higher and higher.
For now, my right eye is about 650 degrees.
Like what gefilte fish right?
Haha.

Then, there was an ATP shoot.
Advanced trainfire programme.
Where we must shoot from 300m then to 200m followed by 100m and 50m.
With my eye like this, I won't surely get a marksman right?
To get a marksman, I need 32/40.
But I proved everyone wrong!
I scored 30/40.
And astonishingly, the higher in command don't want passes.
They only want marksman.
That means they won't tolerate any result other than that.
Why?!!
Because they want our unit to be the best infantry unit again.
To retain our title.
And being a marksman in a battalion is one of the criteria.
But do I look like I care?
I'm gonna ORD in 5 months' time.
Why must they force us to go for marksman?
Why do they force us to do everything?
Burning our weekends.
Doing guard duties.
Going overseas.
Its like we are always working overtime for this shit.
But what can we, the NSFs, do?
Lan lan suck thumb.

Haiz.

Speaking of burning weekends, there's one coming right up.
Platoon field camp.
Sigh.

Going outfield sucks.
I'd rather do Urban Ops.
Its cooler and more realistic.

Hidanilson Out......