never walk alone.

So here I am, back again after being on hiatus for another long month.

Time flies by very fast nowadays.
And today is my Taiwan trip.
For 3 weeks.
After that, become sergeant already.
After that, ORD orrrhhh!!
Haha righttttt.
Another 16 long and tiring months to go.
Haiz.

Ok that aside, I'm not used to cold weather overseas.
I heard that in Taiwan it could go as low as 8 degrees or something.
Down here in Singapore, I can't even sleep well when its pouring non-stop.
What more when I'm there!
Nvm, we shall see how I suffer down there then.

Anyways, I'm not really looking forward to the training there.
I heard from some seniors that its quite fun to train overseas.
But by looking at how my instructors and warrant officer is, I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
My platoon isn't as lively as others when it comes to training.
And that totally demoralises the whole platoon.
Not motivated at all.

But one thing I'm looking forward to is of course, my pass out parade.
Training to be a specialist in the SAF isn't that easy.
We have to go through a lot of shit.
We have to be very patient with the screamings, shoutings and the false accusations of the instructors.

And they have this policy of asking questions.
When we don't answer, they demand for an answer.
When we answer, they rudely tell us that they don't wanna here any excuses or explanations.
Contradicting or what?
I mean which soldier in the SAF doesn't screw up things when they were trainees back then?
I'm sure each and every one of them has cocked up the show before.
We aren't idiots.
And stop emphasising that "as future commanders.....all of you should know how to bla bla bla...".
Just shut that gab k?
I've heard enough of that crap.
But nvm all these shit, because I won't hear much of those in a month's time.

Well, one thing for sure is I will miss her during this trip.
I mean like 3 weeks??!!
The longest time we didn't meet was also for 2 weeks.
It is gonna be difficult.
I won't even be here for our 2 years together.
SAD.

And I'm gonna miss my siblings as well.
And my silat mates.

Till then...

Hidanilson Outz. . . .

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