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Friday, 23 December 2005 ||12:01 pm||
i need it real bad...
Roll camera. . .
1. . . 2. . . 3. . . Action! I've been on the receiving end of the word "fatigue" for the past week. No choice. Have to work and work. And for the first time, I think my life is really in shambles. Yah, I know I am crazy to work 2 part-time jobs. I know its out of sheer stupidity. I don't even have time to relax, watch TV and whatnots. Yesterday the manager flared up for God knows why and everyone was so busy. Finished super-duper late and nearly missed the last train. But in times like this, what I need most are encouragement, motivation and support I guess. But where were all that when I needed one? To be more precise, where ARE all that when I needed it? Do I really deserve better than this? Only He has the answers. And now I'm on the brink of falling prey to being ill. Limbs are weak. And my body is feeling the heat.(Wow!That rhymes. . .) Only my nose is into exercising. Because it has been running since yesterday afternoon. Ok cut!! Lets continue with the next scene tomorrow. . . Everyone please pack up. . . Hidanilson outzz. . . . |