never walk alone.

Weird and strange stuffs has been happening at home lately.
I don't think I can bring myself to type out the situation.
Because to me, its undescribable(is there such a word??).
Maybe it is something to be ashamed or embarrassed about.
I never thought something like this is happening.

I think my family, including me, is in danger.
And i mean literally.

Are problems supposed to be shared or are they supposed to be kept?

Why do I still smile even though I have alot of things in mind?
Why do I even bother to laugh at jokes although we have alot of problems?
Why do I still hang out when problems arise?
Why do I treat like nothing happend when actually something did happen?
Why do I not tell them my problems?

Just because. . .
I don't want anyone to be distracted. . .