Thursday, 18 August 2005 ||3:19 pm||
crumbling apart..
There lives this boy who was borned in 1986.
He has an elder bro and an elder sis.
When he was younger, he thought he had a happy family.
They were very close to each other.
Even though the siblings do quarrel with each other alot.
But everything was in order though. Birthdays of each sibling was celebrated in such an eventful manner.
Each year, they will embark on a holiday trip overseas.
Even if it was somewhere near, he was contented enough.
He will look forward to the Muslim festive season, Hari Raya, every year.
Because that is the event that brings the families even closer to each other.
Laughters, cheers everywhere.

Now, everything has crumbled apart.
His parents are divorced.
His siblings, separated from one another.
And he is usually left all alone at home.
There isn't any atmosphere at home.
He tends to be the one who listens to the constant complains and rants at home.
He is the main cream of blames.
He could not turn to anyone else except that special someone.

He goes out everyday with a smile on his face though.
He seldoms pulls a long face.
He always try to liven up the people around him.
However he devotes his time more towards his friends, CCA and his special one.
He does still visit his mother every now and then, not to worry.
Its just that he feels that his family is just not the way it used to be.
He regrets all this but yet he accepts his fate.

The problems may bombard him, but he still manages to stay sane and not go out of hand.
Thanks to the way my parents have brought me up.

Sometimes you have to appreciate your family while you still can.

Hidanilson Outz...


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