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Sunday, 19 June 2005 ||1:04 am||
i lost my match...
4 days since I last blogged...
No mood to blog... Concentrating on studies and the Silat IVP... And of course she was on holiday... Hehehe... Wells,just now was my match... Before my match, it was the seni... I was really impressed with Azli... As a first-timer he really did pushed his competition quite hard... I must congratulate Fizah, Nozie and Radiyah, was well as the regu team... They did well and got a medal placing each... Congrats.. After the seni was over, it was olahraga time... My match was the 4th match... Meeting someone from SP... I know that guy actually... But neways..1st round I was not bad ar.. But after that everything crumbled... I was just disappointed with myself... Why didn't I chase the game?? Why was that counted as a "jatuhan"?? Why did the wasit deduct points from me?? I have no idea...It was just not my day... So yeap I lost... After all those trainings and commitments I have to lose this way... Totally unjustified... Maybe its my retribution for what wrongs I did last time ar... Tell me about it... To those who have matches tomorrow,please please please don't make the same mistakes as me.. Listen to your cornermen properly aitez... And congrats to Fauzi and Al-Hafiz for progressing to the next round... Thanks to the bunch of NYP team mates who supported me even though I lost... It was really a touching moment for me... Thanks for the support...I feel very honoured to be a part of this team.. Your relentless voices kept me going and it is still in my head... Thanks once again... Losing is part of learning but it is also about whether it was justified. Hidanilson Outzzz... |