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Monday, 23 May 2005 ||3:15 am||
its been a few days...
Yeah..I have not updated for quite some time already.
I do not have an answer for that. I've not been busy for the past few days. I've been basically lazing around. I've been concentrating on training. That's all. The competition is less than 4 weeks away. I am eager to participate but I'm also nervous simultaneously. This is only my 2nd time in 2 years taking part in a competition. I'm not trying to brag but a couple of the pesilats told me that I can go all the way. The thing is I know I can't. I'm not mentally strong and I still have room for improvement. And I only have a meagre experience under my belt. And that was last year's competition. Whats worst is the coach told us that this year's competition is tougher. Someone really needs to slap me in the face. Its time to wake up and smell the coffee Yat. Somehow I feel like the semester break is too long. Long also complain, short also complain. Actually, I thought of working during this semester break but I'm afraid that I can't commit to the silat trainings and the preparation needs for Club Crawl and also the upcoming competition. Yeah...Lame excuses ain't it?? Hmmmm.. Maybe after the 28th August 2005, I will end up lonely in this house. You can ask me personally the reason I wrote the above line. But still, it depends whether I'm in the mood to tell. And its been 5 days. And if tomorrow(Tuesday) doesn't go my way, its gonna be 6 days. And officially its gonna be a week on Wednesday. Miss you.... Your passport-sized photo doesn't look ewwwwww... I have seen it before... I would really love to keep it, if you have found it.. Its not your in-thing..I know..but I'm just trying my luck.. Hidanilson Outz... |