never walk alone.

This entry is going to be dedicated to a good friend of mine. I just recently read her blog last night and little did I realise that she has lots of things on her mind.

She is someone that I am close to but seldom meet her up. Maybe about twice or thrice a week. When I first knew her about 8 months ago, she was always smiling and so bubbly. We hanged out each time we are free after our CCA's. She always brings a smile to my face. And whenever she laughs or smiles, I will follow suit as well. She is a very soft-spoken girl. Rarely breaks anyone's heart and knows how to control her emotions well. And I thought she didn't have problems to herself.

Recently, she wrote about why she joined the CCA of her choice. Actually, I knew it a long time ago. Now, I feel guilty because most of the times, I'll be the one pushing her and stuffs like that.
Nowadays, she doesn't smile that often and her mood isn't the best either and I could sense that something is troubling her. But each time I want to ask her, I could not pluck up my courage.
I don't want to be a busybody in life but sometimes, I just don't feel good when she feels down or something like that.

Anyway, I just want to apologise to you if I have pushed you too far in any way. I just want to apologise to you because I am not of much help.

This is all I can do to help you.

Be strong okayz. Just take these as challenges in your life. Kate orang, "Mungkin semua ini ade hikmah di sebaliknya". If you aren't sure about anything, you can always consult me during your training. And if you're afraid to voice it out to them(you know who they are), you can come to me first and I'll try my best to help. Don't try to think too much about it. Just take it slow and easy. Don't rush into it too much. When you're down, breath some fresh air. Take a walk outside or do something that you adore lot. I know it is easier said than done but this is the best possible way I can help.

Lastly, I'm sorry if I didn't do you any favours and if I had also hurt you one way or another along the way.

Sometimes we tend to push ourselves too much without others realising it.

Hidanilson Outzz..